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ABANDONING GRACE

by Destrier

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1.
Abandoning Grace (My Icarus Wings) I fashioned wings built on memories Of a taste of your design All I needed was an escape From myself, from my mind This labyrinth of life Has trapped me in And the freedom I strive for Lies within your skin These are my Icarus Wings Pale feathers sewn with golden thread You are my Icarus Wings Appearance of beauty with such a dreadful spread These are my Icarus Wings Pale feathers sewn with golden string You are my Icarus Wings Appearance of beauty yet such a bitter thing I fly with you And sink to your depths/deaths Arise in the siren's song With shallow breaths These are my Icarus Wings Pale feathers sewn with golden thread You are my Icarus Wings Appearance of beauty with such a dreadful spread These are my Icarus Wings Pale feathers sewn with golden string You are my Icarus Wings Appearance of beauty yet such a bitter thing My intention was ascension Through your warm skin But brought down by my burden/your beauty I will drown in sin All of you, you are my Sun I will find solace in anyone With scarlet lips and pale hips The wind beneath my wings is lust But in my haste to escape from this place I have abandoned all of my grace
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Models of Failure Live and let live but never forgive You weren't there, why should I care? Heavy laboured hands with a hardened heart One sided discipline and no mercy You are a failure for a model of God Welcome to our kingdom Of righting your wrongs We are the abandoned ones A generation of men raised by women A legion of sons with absentee failures Take this failure and swallow it whole Admit all the lies are getting old Was this a blessing in disguise? You weren't there, why should I care? For so long I have felt only this way Schizophrenic, undecided, constantly gray Some have said "peace will find you one day" But to You, this all I have to say Welcome to our kingdom Of righting your wrongs We are the abandoned sons A generation of men raised by women A legion of sons with absentee failures A generation of men raised by women A legion of sons with absentee failures Look at what you've done. You've bastardized. You're exhausting. Look at what you've done. Schizophrenia, subsided. Take this failure and swallow it whole Admit all the lies are getting old Live and let live yet never forgive You are a failure for a model of
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Audience of None Why live your life in the mirror Attempting to justify existence in hell Present an amplified persona Yet your actions only set to serve yourself Audience of one No one else cares to watch Audience of one No one else cares to care Self sabotage con artist suffer Live your words and swallow pride Present an amplified persona But what will you leave behind? Audience of one No one else cares to watch Audience of one No one else cares to care This is not a battle This is not a fight This is my failure This is my life You are the miracle of life wasted
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Bloodletting the Blackness I will not regress I will not regress again You raped everything You took it all And gave me spit When I crawled through ashes This bloodletting Cures my disease All you ever gave And left with me I will not regress I will not regress again I'm not all I want But I'm all I need Courage through struggle It means everything This bloodletting Cures my disease All you Never gave And left with me I bathed in blood The worst fate is your own Self created, completely alone Do all you can to forget This prison built by regret Right now I claim Your lies And reclaim myself again I will not regress again
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Love & Forgiveness If there is only one prescribed way to let go, I am doomed to follow the fate I create. To let you have That is Pyrrhic And I would need knees for myself No matter which way I play it. Unless I'm sincere. I can't foresee it. You were the One. You Are the one I would never meet in Montauk. Again. In what passes for rest, you live. And I carry you through the rest Because I cannot give you what I need. Your sin was breath and you revelled in it. I ingested what was exhaled And now I expel the blackness in this reality. I perpetuate the pain. Without mine, I can't imagine any for you.
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The Malignant (No More) One face, two lives One wretched heart and two lies Double tongued serpent No one's fooled but you Disease spreading slowly Drowning, demoralized Structure of decay You want to steal my life What defines you? Cheating heart, guilty mind A common whore Solidified by your design Your design Your echoes of serenity Your echoes of serenity Were nothing but a lie Every night I dream of you I want to know all the truths But you are dead I've buried you Yet you won't leave me Nothing more glorious Than being set free I'm not carrying this any more Let the weight anchor you down Without me, you selfish whore You will drown Drown
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Hopeless Romantic OH OH, Where do I start? Always with her lips apart She said she's too busy for love You know it means I wasn't enough Sorry Soulless Eyes You know they steal my heart Sorry not sorry, Darling I just want to tear your lips apart Melodramatic She said I'm a hopeless romantic What part about hopeless Do you all not understand? I beg your pardon Like I would a slow death Let me inside, darling As if I never left And for any woman wanting To be my muse I can tell you must have a Penchant for wanting to be used Melodramatic She said I'm a hopeless romantic What part about hopeless Do you all not understand? You said I'm a hopeless romantic Isn't this what you, you wanted? Isn't this what you wanted? Isn't this what you wanted? Isn't this what you wanted? Bitter until the bitter end
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Mediocrity is King You can’t deny how much you’re in control One hand, at least one hand, that holds you down Is your very own And you don’t know that you embrace it, you embrace that Mediocrity is King Stagnate. Ignorance is bliss Mediocrity is King Waste away with the world Find comfort, find hope in everything you own But you borrow every thought you have Find comfort, find hope, in the fact you’re not alone Mass company, mass grave; it’s so safe, oh, isn't it safe? Is ignorance bliss? Yes. Mediocrity is King Stagnate. Ignorance is bliss Mediocrity is King Waste away with the world They’ll applaud every minute movement you make You’ll feel accomplished for every breath that you take But you’re a thief for every second you waste Rewarded for every opportunity you've disgraced Is ignorance Is ignorance bliss? Yes.

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released December 7, 2014

Members:
Alex Vanneste - Drums
Jordan Wendzina - Guitar
Michael Bue - Guitar
Alejandro Alvarez - Vocals
Clayton Janzen - Bass

Produced by: Workhorse Audio Productions & The Avenue Recording Co.

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New Wave of American Heavy Metal - From Canada

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